The men are here putting in a below ground tornado shelter. I was looking online for shelter supplies and I thought of my mom. When I was younger I lived in Oklahoma. My brother, Mark and his wife moved in with my family. He went for a general physical for employment and they found a tumor in his abdomen. My parents came down to see him when he had surgery. While they were there we had a tornado come through. We took shelter in the hallway and put a mattress over our heads. My son said, "Wow Grandpa, that is a big train!" Yes, it was!
We lost a corner of the roof over our living room. (We were unaware of the damage until days later when I mowed the backyard.) After the storm passed there was no power for many hours. I did not have a flashlight, portable radio, candle or anything even remotely similar. My dad pulled the radio and battery from their car so we could "stay up to date on the weather". My mom had a fit with me, "If I lived in the south I would have several flashlights, a radio, extra batteries and a storm shelter, for God sakes, Linda"
So, I am in the south once again. I am building a shelter and getting the necessary supplies. I spent a good part of my life waiting for Mom's approval and that never happened. Through the years, with help of my twelve step programs I am able to find shelter from all of life's storms. I have quit looking for approval from the outside. With the help of my Higher Power and the steps, I have learned to find approval from within. Accepting my Higher Powers perfection, love and grace everyday, has filled my heart with all the love and all the approval I need, just for today!